blessthismess2
Bronze Member

I am 30 yeas old, I have lost both of my birth parents and my grandparents. I am living with some of my church family since 2013. I started writing poems about how I feel and what I have been through in my life. I am so glad that I am not there where I was when I wrote most of these poems. I been clean from self harm since 2013, I started When I was 13 when I lost my dad to cancer and then my mom to breast cancer in 2012. I suffer from depression and anxiety. That was the only way at that time in my life i knew how to get the feelings out. I am so glad that I found a new way to deal with my depression and have people that care about me enough to help and be there for me. I serve a Mighty God and that is Jesus Christ I Can DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST THAT STRENGTH ME. Philippians 4:13

Joined: May 2021 Last seen: 2 years ago

Submitted Poems 10 total

Trapped In Hell Stuck in prision all lock up slowlu buring in hell crying alone cold in the floor all by myself the walls holds painfully memories tortured by secrets I'll never tell my pillow soaked with silent tears no one knows I am trapped here... – *by Amber Allen*	10 Views added 2 years ago	Rating
Mom Mom is gone to heaven no more pain no more suffering she went to be with Jesus she didn't go in vain peace and calm surround her her mind is her's again she meet up with her hushand who were waiting at the gate he took her to meet... – *by Amber Allen*	14 Views added 2 years ago	Rating
When You Said Goodbye I'll have so much pain left inside but hopefully you won't see it in my eyes I'll shed a million tears for all of your lost dreams and inside I'll silently screem out I'll looking in your eyes tell you live at you so Always remember I... – *by Amber Allen*	4 Views added 2 years ago	Rating
I Want You Was it you? Was it really you and not me? Had you changed so much so quick so fast It's been months now but when I think of it Today I still feel the same that I felt from the first day that same day you promised me you would never... – *by Amber Allen*	12 Views added 2 years ago	Rating
Effects of Pain Have you ever felt pain? So much that you wanna die felt the world fall on your shoulders and wanna breakdown and cry sometimes you just fall break down into a million tears think about all your heart aches... – *by Amber Shay Allen*	5 Views added 2 years ago	Rating