you had said goodbye.
But you see, goodbye means leaving, and leaving means forgetting.
I can feel you forgetting me.
You seem to forget that you, that i see now is the same person i love.
You forget that you're only human.
you don't have to get it together everyday
I want to know what its like to wake up and not feel sad.
I want to know you inside and out. because we're human, and to be human means to forget.
Just because we aren't together doesn't mean i don't love you
Feelings never seem to make sense.
They just make you confused.
They drag you around for hours and days, but you always end up in the same spot
. Poetry, Romance, beauty, love! thats what i am living for! I miss you.
Theres so much.. ache that i cant stand it.
Im all alone with my ache.
Youre sorry. Im sorry. We're all sorry.
And i think the hardest part is letting go of someone you love.
And like all lovers. I am a poet.
Dont put me in the dark.
Forgive me. I forget. I forget to remember.
But i purposely remind myself to forget.
Because the thought of losing you is the ache i carry with me.
The ball and chain i carry. I hope, that you can understand.
But hope is a dangerous thing.
But, if you want to leave, you can.
Ill remember you though.
I just end up remembering everyone leaves.
Why does everyone have to be so complicated.
The saddest people always have the brightest smile.
And you, darling have the brightest smile that would put the stars to shame.
I lie to myself. and lies are like scars on your soul. they destroy you.
So, as i write this. I enjoy my last sunset, and my last cigarette.