I doubt if I can answer all my questions without agitation.
How do I celebrate occasions without feeling desperation?
Others may say, diversions and prayers, can totally alleviate the pain.
I pray…I divert myself through doing a lot of works, through thinking about all my children's future,
I pray, I pray, and I pray…
Perhaps, my prayers are not enough and not heard,
for I'm still feeling astray…
Why do people think that it's easy to move on and live as if nothing happens?
Why do they easily say, "just move on…don't worry…or you must be happy since he is with God?"
How do you do it?
How do you move on?
How do you endure all the excruciating pain?
Doing this is as easy as ABC?