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High hopes , broken dreams

Date Written: September 12, 2017
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Lost in this world with nothing bad memories and no happy endings 

 

Looking in the mirror my mind begins to bend into a different fear

 

The fear of being alone and unheard 

 

Listening to music usually thinking the lyrics would make me feel better

 

Never the less my reflection is horrific 

 

Toxic to the mind 

 

As each tear is a lesson

 

Knowing that I can use my mind as a weapon but this depression has been hitting me since I was an adhesion 

 

No father to school me when I needed him 

 

No mother in my life when I needed her 

 

Sister blind to see the evils of the world letting it seep into her 

 

No sleep for the wicked but why do they still live 

 

Do the good deserve to die as the evils begin to multiply 

 

Why are rapist , murders , and robbers still around

 

I watched my grandfather get buried into the ground for working hard and supporting a family 

 

Im to stressed to be living forever recognized as a villain 

 

I wanted to be so much but I’m afraid I fell in love with the lust 

 

15 wanting more kicking my dreams of being a rapper out the door 

 

Stomping my heart till it starts to become flat on the floor 

 

Momma tells me I should be blessed to still be alive 

 

Most kids don’t even see 20 and being what they strived for 

 

With no reason to die for 

 

I forever complain about my lack of confidence and how far I done came 

 

Maybe god is playing this sick liil game or maybe the devil would rather me let my foot off the peddles and turn me into something like these rebels who only pick up the metal when ever they got some beef to settle 

 

While I’m fiddling with my hopes and dreams knowing things would never be what it seems 

 

May that glory beam gleam to the right path of success .

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