Sometimes I feel like it's gone,
That you don't care anymore,
That you have given up,
That you have..
Some days you don't speak,
Days like those left me thinking if this is right,
If what I'm doing is right,
If that I have chosen the wrong words to express myself,
My existance is right,
The time before this,
The time before evolutionary,
Maybe what is left of us is an evolution that is meant to be forgotten.
The time before I started trying so hard.
Maybe that's whats wrong with me?
I've tried so hard for you to feel better but I never succeded,
I've tried so hard to break down your walls but everytime
Oh wait, I never did.
Sometimes I feel like there's a sun between you and me.
Maybe that's why holding your hand makes my palm sweaty,
Maybe that's why it burn you to tell me things,
Maybe that's why even when you're cold
I can still feel the heat but sadly not the heartbeat.anymore.
I never know
I never know what good of a pasta you had last night
I never get to know if you wore mismatched socks to class before
I never know anything and I never will
Even if i ask
I never will.
Days like this, when you're distant and cold
When I have tried my best to bring you up
When I have been told 'nothing's wrong' but you're not talking
Why aren't you talking?
Maybe you were never even home to begin with.