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I FEEL INVISIBLE

Date Written: October 29, 2017
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There are scars on my heart
you never know you are the reason
Raindrops in my eyes
If only you could see them
And there's a broken trail of words
that never reached you
But you don't know any of this
Do you?
 
Look me in the eyes
Hear my voice
Do you see what you do to me
when you build a wall of ice…
I swear I try to hide
Try to be strong
But then you go ahead
Tell me I am wrong
And I am so tired
hearing that all the time
Feel like an empty shell
Can't you tell?
I feel invisible
oh I feel invisible
 
Wake up every morning
I tell myself
Today I will see you at your best
Tell myself it's just a phase
Finding a way through this maze
Looking for a reason to stay
I am losing all my patience
but you can't hear it
in my voice on the phone
Can't you tell I will
cry when we are done
And when I am down on my knees
waiting for you to hold me
But you disappear
Say you don't care
Say I am acting like a baby
Say you don't need this.
 
Your words
They burn a hole in my skin
you make me feel
Like I am made of nothing
Twist me and you break me
burn me a like a paper
Leave me on the ground
Come back for me later
I see you
coming from a  the distance
Hoping this time it
will be different
gather all my pieces
while my heart still freezes
Look me in the eyes
Hear my voice
Do you see what you do to me
when you build a wall of ice…
I swear I try to hide
Try to be strong
But then you go ahead
Tell me I am wrong
And I am so tired
hearing that all the time
Feel like an empty shell
Can't you tell?
I feel invisible
oh I feel invisible
 
And now I am losing mind
going back in time
Thinking it all over again
to every little detail
Remember when you
confessed your love
told me I meant the world
and I beleived every single word
Now I feel so cold
and you feel so away
God I try to reach
But I always fail
I try to tell you what I feel
I just can't convey
It's like we play a game
you hurt and I am left to mend
Even when I try to gather my strength
I swear I try to hide
Try to be strong
But then you go ahead
Tell me I am wrong
And I am so tired
hearing that all the time
Feel like an empty shell
Can't you tell?
I feel invisible
oh I feel invisible
 
 
 

2 comments on “I FEEL INVISIBLE”

  1. comnpkpillai     October 29, 2017

    there is a feeling of loneliness
    frustration ,and emptiness
    Often it is true
    there is an element of innocence
    of the youngster.

  2. sunburned     October 29, 2017

    Move on dear, you deserve more than to beg a zero.

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