I wish this never happened in the first place
I wish that I never knew of your existence.
I wish you never lead me on the chase
I wish I never believed your repentance
I wish I hadn’t learned to smile and laugh along
they were just lies to keep you from being hurt.
I wish I never wrote you that song.
Don’t you remember? Or did you bury it in the dirt?
I wish I never trusted too
I wish I had the better outcome of leaving these things in the past and moving forward
But that’s you
Instead I am stuck in my cell of misery unallowed to speak anything of this, not even a word.