Friend Or Foe

You claim your my friend,
Why do I find that so hard to believe?
You tell my secrets while I keep yours.
You lie to me while I speak the truth.
You say I am important and miss me,
Yet hate having me around and make me feel insignificant.
When we are together you wish I wasn't there.
When I'm not around you wish I was there.
You are spoiled, rotten, self-centered, and cruel.
Yet you are also kind, considerate, and giving...just not with me.
You say friend but I see foe.
You say I am important over anyone else but I feel below all of them.
People with different views is one thing,
But people completly opposite is another.
Opposites attract they say, I wish they would repeal.
But you are still a friend even if you are a foe.
I guess I am naive but I still know who and how you are.
Until the end I will stand by your side.
My friend and my foe.
This is to you Nicole!