jessica Menley' Profile

I can't do this, but I love him so much!
I always just wanted it to be me&U.

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You don't have to hide your rejection to me from my family. It doesn't even matter, cause still I love you so much!

We've been through so much together in our most vulnerable times. We've stood by each other. We've protected one another were each others lover!
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Can't you see me in your life as your imperfect but loyal wife?
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How do I keep getting way into deep alls I wanna do is sleep I've lost it all and my heart always pays the cost

I keep singing this song the lyrics they play as they drift me away the words they flow there steady & slow
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I don't think I want him anymore all of it its drifting ashore Im drowning in my ocean of tears facing all my fears memory's that we shared special things we did to show we cared

It's all wasting away and its getting the best of me its hard to see what's real or to explain to him exactly how I feel cause he wouldn't take my hand to listen and understand
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You think I can't see what your doing to me? You look at me and you shout hurtful words about.

Why? Why would you how could risk what we have
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If it came down to the last words to you that I'd ever have to speak

The words that id have for you Id never have to seek
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I don't even know how to speak these words without them breaking my heart

Inside i was already falling apart i was so confused and my heart was already abused
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I wish I could make it all just fade away so it be easy for me to wanna stay

I'd kick back my feet to relax and take my seat with no worries of untrusting deceit.
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You get my hopes up then you throw them on the ground and then you stomp them all around crushing them with your steel toed boots in no regards to how I feel

But for what? To cut the ties to send tears in my eyes.
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