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I guess if you don't like my poems you don't Have to read or review them unless you want to. Don't worry I'm not cuckoo for cocoa puffs. By the way I haven't been diagnosed with anything my psych eval in 1996 said I am normal. I don't need meds it's against my vegan religion. I just take vitamins. So anyone who thinks my poems or bio is unusual or crazy or off maybe they are the ones who are bat shit crazy. Maybe I seem like I am. But that is only my opinions, beliefs, thoughts, Theories, perspectives, assumptions, anger, hate, Confusion, misery, or impatience talking. Some people just don't understand my metaphors. I self healed myself without therapy or meds. Through years of bitching & complaining. The longest conversations I have had have been with myself. Any trolling reviews I receive who may think different doesn't know me at all. 2020 will be a good year. Maybe I will have a job by then. The repression will be over! What's it like to have a boyfriend Or a husband? I wouldn't know all I have ever been Has been a bootie call. I have come to the conclusion that The reason I can't get a job or a husband Is for the same reason is because I don't Have the magic power of bullshit illusion. I can't sell myself. People's first impression of me is they Believe I am dumb & insane. I am a bad actor. I can't even act like someone I'm not. The only way I could ever get either Of those things is if the person Giving it to me is more desperate than I am. © Harmony Sapphire.All rights reserved. Who wants to take me to Ireland? I want to see the castles & Hear their accents & See the goats & The Irish Sea. I am superficial. I would be completely co dependent If I had a spouse or relationship. Some people view friendship as a threat. Which I can understand. If it is someone who you don't want to Be friends with. But I don't consider myself strange, crazy, promiscuous, scary, stupid or negative. How people who don't know me may perceive. I think of myself as honest, bold, fearless, sometimes shy, bad with money (meaning I have problems not being able to make it but I don't have problems spending it) I don't forgive or forget. I can't let the past die. The future is predictable. There is not much there. The present is unacceptable. If you ask anything personal I will have to delete you. Be respectful. I currently have no friends & only one Family member I consider family My only child Ariel my first born. Sorry I like to post alot of things almost everything. I love Ariel with all my heart. She is my angel baby. She gave my life a purpose & meaning. She has a big heart & she always thinks of others. She is who I spend most all of my time with. I have been waiting for my soul mate to find me since 1996. Nobody has ever been in love with me. Which I want more than just a companion. I need someone I can stay with that makes me feel safe. Who has a bed. Somebody I can trust who is not controlling. I am the mother of one. I have a family of two. You should always sleep with your head pointing toward the north was what I was told. I should get a compass. Makeup has a shelf life of one year. Your suppose to throw out contact lenses every month. I don't. I wear them as long as possible. Some eye shadow I've had since 2010. I am still single, unbelievable. I have been wanting a husband for 20 years. It is hard to make friends when your not looking, I tried. I am legally blind without contacts literally. Guys should definitely make the first move. It might be safer for me. I guess I just don't make good first impressions. I guess something's are impossible. Like getting a job. Sometimes I am lost. Waiting to be found. My bust 38D? My hips are 98cm Weighing at 125. I want to be 110. Height 5'6 Ideal match 6'1 or taller like 6'6. Gemini : The twins May 21 - June 20 : the 3rd sign of the Zodiac. Is concerned with - communication, articulation, speech. Dexterity, nimbleness, grace, wit, instinct, persuasion, change, variety, movement, curiosity,exploration, short journeys, education, learning, collecting facts, attention to detail, adaptability, intellect, intuition, youth, freedom. - Elemental quality - Gemini is the mutable air sign of the zodiac. It can be likened to the wind in that it is constantly on the move in all it's variety. Air is a metaphor or the invisible thoughts & ideas that motivate Gemini such as intellect & intuition & the natural instincts. The quality known as mutable means adaptable, changeable, & agreeable. Gemini constantly adjusts ideas in attempt to create Harmony. My spiritual goal is to learn how to cooperate. The Gemini personality is an unhappy or frustrated Gemini may display some of the not so attractive traits like characteristics of a typical Gemini - positive, inquisitive, entertaining, & charming. Versatile & liberal, broadminded, youthful, quick,stimulating, inventive, & never prejudiced. - Negative - Restless, quickly bored, impractical, impatient, irritable, capricious, fickle, gossipy, nervous, manipulative, non committal. Dual personality - secret Gemini - inside anyone who has a strong Gemini influences is a person who secretly longs to find their true soul mate. The mysterious twin who will make the Gemini feel complete. The more self aware Gemini will realize in maturity that the wholeness they seek is to be found within, by gathering together their many parts, especially the earthly twin with the spiritual twin. Few people listening to a confident Gemini talk with that quicksilver, puck like charm would ever imagine that the inner Gemini is often feeling desperately alone & lost. Communication is a lifeline to Gemini. Contact through words, ideas, gossip, or philosophy makes Gemini happy, inspiring, & a devoted person. Feminism lucky connections is the color orange. Plants are orchid & hybrids. Perfume is lavender. Gemstone is tourmaline. Metal is quicksilver. Tarot card is the lovers. Animal is the magpie. The Geminian look is people who exhibit the physical characteristics distinctive of the sign of Gemini are tall & upright. The youthful look is typical of Gemini. People who always look younger than their actual age, at any stage in life. Will have a strong Gemini influence somewhere in their birth chart. Most typical Gemini's are light on their feet, regardless of their body type. Physical appearance - usually a slim body. However if the zodiac neighbors of Gemini, Taurus & Cancer are present in the birth chart they may affect the body build. Because the signs of both Taurus & Cancer can lead to plumpness. A strong Taurus influence particularly can lead to a weight problem. Generally tall, strong & active with long arms & legs & fleshy hands. The Gemini female - If a woman behaves in a way that is distinctive of the personality associated with the zodiac sign of Gemini she will have a tendency toward the characteristics, providing there are no influences in her personal birth chart that are stronger than that of her Gemini sun sign. Appearance of a typical Gemini woman has very beautiful eyes, long arms & legs. Has exquisitely expressive hands. Moves quickly. Behavior & personality traits is a lively conversationalist. Has many interests. Is a composite of many personalities. Is a great friend, taking interest in any new subject. Will want to have a career. Seeks true romance but finds it hard to settle down. Is a deep thinker & often intuitive. Will never turn down a cry for help. Is optimistic. Notices every detail. Can be charming & very persuasive. Gemini & love - To Gemini love is a romantic ideal which can only be achieved with the soul mate. Consequently many Gemini's flirt & have frequent affairs, looking for that perfect romantic love. Read my poetry at : HTTP://allpoetry.com/ Harmony_SapphireSapphire Google me at : Powerpoetry.org Hellopoetry.com Poetry.com Poetrynation.com Poeticous.com Highonpoems.com My daughter & I are both vegans. I like to eat firecracker tofu At Pick up Stix or the Veggie patty sub at subway or the Veggie burger at burger with no Mayo, no lettuce, no onions, with Just pickles, ketchup, & mustard. Avocado veggie bowl at Del Taco Without onions. I like to drink the venti soy peppermint Raspberry mocha frappucino without whipped cream at Starbucks. I don't attach to just anyone. I haven't had sex since........? I never want to die. I wish I was immortal. I have been a vegetarian/vegan since 1996. Ariel has been a vegetarian/vegan since 2008. I drive a 2002 burgundy chrysler pt cruiser & I sleep in the back of it Because I have no bed & my futon Broke so Ariel sleeps on that. I have a daughter. I am not married & never have been but.... I always wanted to. How do you get a husband? But no one I was ever with asked me to. I don't know why. I don't smoke, or drink, or do drugs or eat meat. I have moral values. I have no real friends. I am not sure how friendships are formed if they choose you or you choose them. But communication is the key to any successful relationship. I am not allergic to the truth. I guess first impressions are important. I have an inner strength called willpower. Patience is not one of my strong traits. I am a Gemini so you can research it. I express my opinions too much. Guys & people don't want to hear. Connections bond with mutual respect & trust. Dedication & loyalty are factors. Charming men are a rare species to find. Two essential elements are attraction & desire. Some may even believe they may be extinct. When I think I over analysis. When I don't think I forget. I can be sentimental of possessions. Thoughts are energy. In life you are either blessed, cursed, or damned. Same as in death. Our mortal bodies will one day expire & our soul will descend higher. A spirit & soul is priceless & forever permanent. Unbreakable, transparent energy from your past life to your present one which carries into thee after life. I believe in the great spirit. I would make a beautiful wife & any one who can't see that is blind & heartless. All lives should have joy...people, animals, women, children. Innocence should be protected. Life should be equal & fair. I guess women need romance to be seduced. Not that I am the expert on the subject. To be a good person you have to care about your body & mind, use your heart & your spirit & soul controls your body. It is hard to make friends & form relationships when nobody wants to talk to me or be with me. I do try to be nice to everybody regardless even when they are mean to me. What is sadly real is that I am not getting any younger. I guess the messages I would like to convey is don't drink & drive, report domestic violence, don't shoplift, only have sex with people you know. If you have a choice don't go places alone. Don't lie, & don't cheat. I guess do whatever it takes. I'm not afraid to express my opinions, disgust, or moral values. If my personality, judgments, opinions & my truth offend you sorry. At work I will try to keep my opinions to myself. I know who I am. I am a straight heterosexual female & unfortunately unmarried my whole life. I am a Gemini. I have six tattoos. I wear contact lenses. I am a vegan. I like to drink chai latte & go to Starbucks drive thru almost daily. I believe in karma. I am pro life. I am an atheist. I am against violence & war. I am all about world peace & animal rights. I think all pedofiles should die. The characteristics of Gemini in love is overwhelmed by confusing emotions. May appear cool & distant. Will think things through rather than act spontaneously. Needs rational understanding of love. Tends to repress very strong emotions. Is acutely sensitive & open to hurt. Can become emotionally dependent. Feels very deeply but finds it hard to express love expectations & expects to be understood & the partner to be telepathic. Sympathy & tenderness. Personal freedom for self & partner to enjoy flirting. Faithfulness of partner. An affair will end when a Gemini gets bored or when a partner begins to make emotional demands or restrict the Gemini's personal freedom. The end may seem like a sudden decision. But it never is the decision to leave a lover, will have been made only after much mental unhappiness. Once the decision has been made Gemini's have no difficulty in communicating that an affair is at an end, they just cool off. Freeze the partner out or vanish. If the partner ends the relationship Gemini will be deeply hurt & feel insecure & at a loss. The more outward Gemini may hide these feelings behind a sudden outburst of scathing anger. While the quieter ones will probably try to look cool. Either way Gemini will put on a show of confidence & continue searching for the perfect love. Gemini & sex - Gemini's are often not interested in sex for it's own sake. They want more from a partner such as companionship & warmth. Love & sex belong together in the eyes of a Gemini. The most orogenous zone of a typical Gemini is the mind talk excites while silence turns off Gemini. Ruling planet & it's effects Mercury rules Gemini will tend to be on the go, moving to & fro with many messages like the fleet. Footed Mercury of mythology who has the eloquent messenger of the gods. Mercury wore a winged helmet & carried the caduceus, a stick which were entwined win snakes. The snakes represent the libido & the healing powers of the instinctual mind. In astrology Hermaphrodite of the zodiac. Mercury is the planet of thought & communication & governs all mental & nervous process. Taking neutral position of the mediator between the masculine & feminine view points. Mercury is the planet of duality. The translator who speaks in two languages that link body & soul.