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Drowning In Disbelief

Twisting, burning thoughts of you and me play out, deep in my mind as a dream.
I'm unsure where to go, or how I ended up here in the first place.
This wonderful land where right and wrong is completely erased and yet I can't stop the wave of emotions that absorb my sanity.
Did he?
Was I?
It relentlessly, chases me.
Everywhere I go, turn, reality is stalking proudly taunting screaming " you can't run, deal with me.
I'm exhausted.
I plea, stop this!
Please get out of my head let me have this.
I'm foolish to think I can escape myself after all, these are my memories and I'm only fighting myself.
It just makes no sense none of this what I'm doing?
This is not me.
Or is it?!
Im caught in this need, of this.
My memories betray me.
What's happening now is constantly reminding me there is no us!
I'm feeling conflicted.
I'm trying to make sense of this but its constricting me.
I'm stuck in my delusions and doubting can I do this.
I'm trying to justify make sense of it but my subconscious is winning.
I'm drowning in disbelief.

© Lori Dixon
2-17-17

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Drowning In Disbelief , by Lori Dixon 5 out of 5 based on 0 ratings. 3 reviews.
Sonja Carnes 7 days ago
Very good, Lori!  Very good reading! Thank You! I watch for your next poem!
Lori Dixon 7 days ago
It's about confusion trying to decide what to do next?
It's a deep poem I was trying g to express its a hard decision to make.

ARUN MAZUMDER 7 days ago
good
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