Tag: trigger warning

Not Enough.
by teandreading
At the age of 13 I was asking for a nose job, Rhinoplasty will fix me. I was starving myself, Feeling over my bones and smiling when they stuck out, A glimmer of perfection. Lie down, Suck in, Post pics, Ass out, Suck in, Suck in, Suck in. All my friends were taken but the…
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by yagalreflects
I don't want to hate myself, cut myself and bleed, but feeling hot red rushing through, fills me with such need. the need to slice in 'liar', 'fraud', blade plunged to the hilt, anything to hurt myself, and rectify this guilt. They say it's ok to be sad, (for the first year or so), but when it is your default state, their strain begins to show. I'm sorry mom, i am this way, i'm sorry i'm no good, at loving this here child of yours, don't think i ever could. So if i am to die some day, by this, your daughter's hand, know i loved you very much, it's me that i can't stand.
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