Analysis of I

I don't know where I've been;
I don't know who I've seen;

I can't tell you who I've talked to;
I can't tell you if it was a dream;

I don't know how I got there;
I don't know if I really care;

I can't tell you if I'm healthy;
I can't tell you why I'm so filthy;

I'll say I think I need help;
I'll say I'm the worst I ever felt;

I don't know when it started;
I don't know if I'm departed;

I do know things are not right;
I do know I have to give up the fight;

I can see my light is dimming;
I can see my life is crashing;

I do know I have to find a reason;
I do know I don't want to be people pleasing;

I can see I have to find a place to go that much I will say;
I can see I have to go to this place they call AA;

I know for it to work I have to stay and stay and stay;
I know I can't keep going on the way I like to play;

I've tried doing it my way and I keep losing the fight;
I will go I will listen  and see if I can get it right;