Maybe It Is Meant To Be…

I can't decide what it is meant to be
I lost my smile while looking for - happiness
I lost my glow looking for - the light
Mornings are filled with darkness
while the nights are full of tears
The joy once felt has suddenly disappeared
Burning in the explosion of ignorance
something went wrong...
The right things to do: hurts so much
while other is not the option
Talking to someone felt like a betrayal
It is just the beginning or maybe the end
I can't decide what it is meant to be
The peace is hard to get
yet the eyes are ready to wet
Something went missing...
or maybe it is just an illusion
but the pain discard the theory
there is a hole beyond recovery
The lost part of my existence
yet felt present deep there
Maybe this happened because it is meant to be...