North of life

For me until the age of nine. I was told to look away and everything would be just fine.
The next minute I was asking why head to the sky and devote some time. identify with god and allow myself to rewind without going back not there wont ever be a second time why did all this have to to happen was it his plan all I knew is that it wasn't mine.
A grew in a positive place a place where the  people can forget your face. The kinda town where important people vanish without a trace. What i do then is what I'm without a doubt sure of now. If you have hears the truth. Hold your head steady while we milk this cow.  
There's only one thing that has ever provided me with worth. It ain't the look it ain't the shoes it ain't the shirt. It's not the little honey thinking she should have gone with mini skirt. None of these things are capable.of bringing me up or getting me down. You see I give it to you just as it was given to me. Only once was I the victim of jealousy. In doesn't matter what they say or what I hear. There only one thing that can be done and I'm sure I been crystal clear.  You might ask yourself what is and isn't known as good intent. Good isn't good enough. For the longest time I been pulling off heaven scent. It's what is possible when you innocent and provided false feelings for you to represent while you repent. See my idiotic family probably don't compare to yours. They purposely leave you out and doubt god would ever open his door.  The doors on this ride function side to side.  All the talking in the work couldn't cause me to forsake my pride. You other people I can't know. I'm pretty sure it's time for you to go. And when I say you might have guessed yep I do not care where it you go just don't feel as thought you can get me there. Maybe it's somewhere you've always been and while that true for you it's always been your fault. You blame me and call me earl manigault. Maybe one day you will stop trying to comfort yourself or yours and begin to pray. It may be that your on up in age and starting over now if the day finds you that you need a page. Don't look to me. Causing I been living so inosently.  Guilty people need pages. I on the other hand need paid. For what you might not think you are guilty of. Me you and Larry love gonna have a chat. Those r's of yours are why there where there at. ebecca NDachel. For yoursake I left on anel  
I could easily turn this plane around take you so far from heaven like it was underground. Keep going north until I find a barrier reef of some kind. I know your saturation dew point like I know your ass is mine. It like a pinyatta up there just full of who cares any more about your second story it wasn't much different than first omg please don't come over and bore me on Jim Thorpe.