Strangulated Feeling

A secret feeling I can't express,
Without expressing I can't repress
To express it is really hard
While repressing it - I've become a bard.

Wanna express my love to her all the time
But it's so hard to express even a single time.
Don't know the way to vent my love
The only hope is God above.

There is no medium, no outlet
To call my love for a simple date,
Can't say my love to my love,
Though she is docile like a dove.

Social bounds - so hard to break
So many barriers - tough nut to crack
Circumstances - never went my way
Could see the hope just fading away

All because I have no right
For I'm disable, I have no might.