Replay (II)

I'm closer to seeing things
Not how they are but how I view them
Torture is winning reason
Every positive leads to a negative
Like when it's hot, I go get cold
Then get too cold and need resetting
Take off my clothes
To feel the rain pour on my skin
I lay them close
Adjacent to my claims
That I know
what this life is
Seems pain is the result
Don't fight it I guess
Save yourself from showing it