Thoughts

Well , idk how's my life today
More puzzled than it was yesterday
I have a lot to say
But i couldn't express
Coz i am unable to face what's in my head
And I don't wanna feel this helpless

I want a happy life that's my aim
But what if I be the same
This damn person who is anxious and lame
Huh! I guess idk
But i know i know it's me
Who filled myself with self pitty
Dragged myself into negativity
But now I just can't be this freaking shitty
So
I gonna get up and fight with myself fir myself
Get into positivity around me
Pull myself away from negativity
Kill this self pity and anxiety
And that day
I'll say
Thanks myself
For fighting with my thoughts of yesterday
It gave me who i am today..