The waves of tears

The waves of tears in my eyes,
 Washed the shores of my cheeks.
Oh how I wish someone,
Would break this heart of bricks.
And take my soul away,
From this insanity.
To place where nothing exists,
Nothing but serenity.
Are they so blind,
That they can't see,
That I'm standing over the
Burnt ashes of past me.
Wishing for the angel to  
Walk down the stairs of heaven.
Only to turn them into a demon,
Who swims in the hell's raven.
All I wanted was to destroy the chains,
Which kept me bound to all the pains.
To spend a day under the oak tree,
Trying to enjoy the freedom of being free.
But nothing changes,
Nothing happens,
The world just moved on.
But still here I am,
Wondering upon,
How the waves of the tears in my eyes
Again washed the shores of my cheeks.