Trials

when i lose my ways, and fail the game
I often fear to lose myself along, and fall
behind in pain
And I, could not help but to curl in and cry
Oh, muffled, i cry with no tears

And for multiple times, i try to hold on,
And hold it in but it comes out loud
As it surfaces the heart,
I rigorously try to push it down

And I awaken myself and ask for directions and try
Oh I try, God knows I do day and night

And I hate to lose hope but I wave at it goodbye
I wave at it goodbye while holding its hand so tight

And I drown but I refuse to give up life
And I could adapt to the bottoms but it's too dark
Oh, it's too dark for a soul in a pursuit for a dazzling light!