Analysis of Toxic Relationship

Questioning my entire existence,
Only love can hurt me like this.

How to turn your mood into pure like from the spring.

Just like the day we're
We started dating together.

Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong?

If only i could see your strength, back then.

Overthinking too much.

I wish we hadn't met at the first place,
If things' going to happen like this.

Oh, god give me a reason about this.

Our loves is like just a terminal with domestic violence.

I'm down on my knees begging you to shut up on my mind.

Trusting you too much, and badly want you to tell me the truth all the lies behind by your sweet words.

Down on bended knee begging for "help"

The same nightmares,
Haunts me again after escaping from you.

Baby, it's drivin' me insane.

Messy, and crumpled at the same time,
Just like a broken pieces of a mirror that has a black and white color.

As i take advantage of my weakness everything goes wack.

Got traumatized, got deceived by your sweet lines.

I'll never trusting anyone, anymore,
I'll never walk again the same path as you.

Your smile make me feel weak, while i'm still in a world full of dazzled, because reality is slowly crushing the life out of me.