Analysis of Feelings

Feelings, why do we have to feel. Sometimes they just come at will. I wish I were numb and didn't  feel for anyone.  When he doesn't love you back, then you're  a wreck. You wait for a call, that doesn't  come at all. He cancels a date. One that you could hardly  wait. You're  losing your  grip, wondering  who he's  with. You're  thinking  of him a lot, but he's  not. You wonder when or if you will  see him  again. You, he's  just not feeling.  He only thinks of you as a friend.  His love has faded for you. He now has someone  new.