Analysis of My choice~

Deep inside I’ve always felt I was part of the Hollywood pedigree- I knew them…
Only problem was, they never seemed to recognize me;
Ever floating around the noted peripheral…
Accepting trifling validation as the almost “it” girl …
I inhale….

Should I muster up a smile & embrace this lesser share?
Take my bitter pill and 'hush!' …pretend like I don’t care? Do I really have a choice?
My glass remains half full of impossibilities
Until I choose the life I’ve got; theres nothing left for me...
I exhale……