Analysis of Moral High Ground

I don't have a moral high ground anymore.
And I've realized that expectations always let you down.
I don't need a thing to be just perfect anymore.
Spent so much time looking into eyes to find that nothing's there.

So, I don't search for perfect anymore.
And I don't expect another to see the good in me.
Seen the chaos in too many souls to even know what good could mean.
All I know is that that one small word has never set me free.
All I know is that that one small word has been the death of me.

The more I live the more I see the synchronicity,
in the desire to be good and the fear of being seen.