Analysis of A love that meant so much

Since I saw you again for,
The first time in years.
I have been a nervous wreak.
I thought that the feelings I had,
For you left along time ago.
But they never left me they just,
Lay dormant until you awoke them again.

I tried so hard to forget you but it,
Seems as though faith would not let,
These feelings lay at rest inside of me.
And I know that there will never be any,
One that could take the place you have in my heart.

For you are sodear to me for you still hold my heart.
You was the only one that could make me laugh,
The only one that has made me smile,
And the only one that has never mAde me cry.
You made me strong and the love you gave me has,
Helped me carry on.

When we was together life was worth living,
Now the memories are the only thing keeping me sane.
Even though we were never meant to be our love stil,
Carries me on cause you meant so much.