Analysis of Feeling

As I set about eradicating a new renovation of lifes measures;
I find myself encapsulated by an appalling
sense of pleasure.
Mitigated by the negative effects that have
been thrashed upon me;
While my demeanor sets off an elusive but
compelling personality.
A sort of receptive but cordial mask has been
removed from my face;
As I appear out of a spirit longing to be
embraced.
Having stipulations in life adhere to my
unconcious mind;
As the attributes reveal my reactions that
seem to be pressured by time!