Analysis of Lost Wishes

I got so many wishes of the bottom of my heart,
Unfortunately, most of them were there as dreams,
Like your presence made me feel my heart beats.

I wish if I was the first man to apologize to you,
Where you won't drop a single tear of sorrows,
And run back to me, before my emotions move out.

Sometimes I wonder if I can the odd lover in you,
Doesn't share random words, but does share rhymes,
Cover you with roses, so I breathe your love in my yard.

The last hug you gave me, made my heart crying,
Before my eyes drop tears on your loving cheeks,
I can't sleep well, and you were in my mind suffering.

Hopeless is my real name, but hopefully will change
If you have the courage to dance with me on the stars,
So I will be the last lover, and remember I am here for you.

The librarian asked me of why I'm paying used books,
I answered him all of love stories we are reading now,
Aren't real to sharing the same emotions I want to share.