Played

You played me from the start.
I believed it was real,
well that's what you led me to believe.
I was only your chest board,
I was never meant to be somebody to you.
You taught me,
my the hardest lesson.
You showed me the true definition of cruel and unusual punishment by mankind.
You took my internal light, submerged it under water.
You took a knife to my heart strings and used those  to hold me captive in your dungeon with your dreams.
You played with my insecurities like an pinball machine.
 You were tantalizing.