Day dream

Numb
Empty
Broken beyond repair
That's how you made me feel
If I was even capable of feeling anything
You lured me in your deathly trap
Disguised as a day dream
Giving out false hopes to my broken self
You were nothing but a ruthless monster
I absolutely loathe the day l met you
Why did you do this to me?
Why?
Why are you not the same person I fell in love with?
      Love
I hate it, I hate it so much
Sometimes I felt like I hated it more than you
         Love
It's bitter yet sweet, but
It destroyed me completely ruined me
It shattered my whole being into broken pieces
Those pieces stuck into my heart forever
Reminding me every single day of my unforgivable sin of falling in love with monster Disguised as a day dream~