To much

22:32 Montag.25.Juli.2022
Sometimes its all to much for me
I cant figure out what i feel or see
Please don’t get me wrong
There are days like this
we talk and spark
for real
now i feel bad
Bad for not being better
not being a good girlfriend
Not being enough to be loved
Please don’t be my friend
Don’t get me wrong
Your perfect but im not
That’s the problem
I wanna die
But don’t get me wrong
I Wanne live
As another person with another life
I wanna die.
But i thought that those days should go by.
I don’t want to leave but Neither do i wanne stay
So i cant Chose Either way
-Olive