Second dying

Can you see the reflection of how things used to be
 it replace in my mind to become a different reality
Can you feel the pain that's locked inside of me
They took what they wanted and left
From birth is when we met
Can you here the voices as they echo down the hall
You left me out, for who decides
When it ends, are they gonna take it all
Can you feel my heartbeat as it all comes crumbling down
We lost our mom,dad left,as past sold
I never thought you could be so cold
How can you both leave me standing here all alone
The pain never rests,why can't I just let them go