I Lived
I Lived .....
I lived by the needle
I lived by the pipe
I lived in the streets
I lived out of sight
I stood in the dark
I stood in the fire
I stood all alone
I sent for my desire
My heart had turned cold
My feelings numb
I was losing this battle
And then some
I would talk to angels
But listen to demons
Strapping on liquid cuffs
While praying for freedom
I would try to cry
But no tears would fall
I had so much
And lost it all
I was truly on my own
Everyone disappeared
No family no friends
It is what I always feared
So I lived
While slowly dying
Praying for wings
Dreaming of flying
Until I searched
Deep inside
Finding my lost soul
I can no longer hide
Then I stood tall
Heartbroken and bruised
And walk towards the angels
Where my soul could be soothed
By caitlin daquisto
About this poem
This poem represents the struggles I endured during my active addiction and my ability to overcome those struggles.
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Written on April 17, 2022
Submitted by Cdaquisto1 on December 10, 2023
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Scheme | A BXXX XCDC XEBE FXXE XGXG DHXH AIXI XJXJ GXFX A |
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Closest metre | Iambic trimeter |
Characters | 789 |
Words | 168 |
Stanzas | 11 |
Stanza Lengths | 1, 4, 4, 4, 4, 4, 4, 4, 4, 4, 1 |
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