Sick of this

So sick of this
The same old tale of you roaring,
The same old story of you being boring,
 So sick of this
Relationship that can be treasured,
Instead of you being unsure,
So sick of this
Story of your going to show up but don’t
You’re going to call and the phone never rings
So sick of the lies you tell
When you’re telling her goodbye
So sick of looking at you and asking if everything is OK
So sick of telling you feelings when I feel you’re never there
So tired of you saying forgive me or I am sorry didn’t want to hurt you or disappoint you
So sick of the same old story of you love me and you want me but you do nothing
So sick of the pain I feel in my heart when you’re near
So sick of me crying over you when you don’t care but you act like you do so sick of the times when I get excited for you and it’s all lies so sick of writing about how pissed I am at you when all I want is you by my side so sick of telling myself you’re confused when you know damn well what you’re doing so sick of conversation we have when you’re telling me things will be different but they turn out the same so sick of writing this poem and complain when you’re all I adore so sick of loving someone like you because I can truly never be yours.