YOU

you are someone special,
someone I want to know,
but you are
someone who is bad for me,
someone who hurts me so painfully
that actually it feels good
someone who is that powerful over me
that when you step in my mind
my heart is dropping
breathing speeding
hot waves crueling
I hate to feel that way so much,
so why am I loving you?
why am I thinking of you?
why you?