Worse of both worlds

The atmosphere changes when you step outside, going exploring on through the depths of night, only the strong ones being kept alive, mental gps pushing left and right, what's going down you can guess aite, no drama scene if thats aite, drug of choice relieve the stress tonight,  The countdown expired time to catch a flight, you hear the clicking yeah thats my light , I wanna get away from the retched life, taking advice what you suggest thats bright,  the situation is complexed and tight, got me gripping the gun and knife,  man the blue flame will stun their sight, exercise the demons make them run to christ, ima take a chance when it come to dice , treat the situation like something light , use commonsense if nothings right , Stayed up late cause of my studies , inner demon like living cruddy, on my toes and thats my buddy , been with me since it was muddy, my back up when it is ugly, help out when they tried to rub me, showed love when nobodyelse would love me. Daybreak and its time to slumber , my next project could forfill my wonders , A visionary whos mind assunder, great experience from my times of younger, was a leaver now Im the comer, now that Im weary its time to slumber.