A Cry For Help

Whats inside  no one knows
How much longer can I go
It’s too much to hold back more
Feeling never felt before
It’s so deep and dark inside
That no one hears my heart Cry
Wish it was easy to say goodbye
But it wouldn’t be fair to those who will ask why.
Seems  that after a second of joy comes agony
Why can’t  everyone just let me be
I understand and I can see
Sometimes I’m wrong , definitely.
Someone please help me out
Expressing my feelings is not what I’m about
Please tell me there’s another route
Because  inside my heart no one’s allowed