A Night Struggle

In this night I struggle
With the thoughts in my head
With the realization that things will never be
Why do I always do this?
In my own solitude i can be
But without your presence I can’t
If only I could know what tomorrow brings
In this vast world, has my heart fallen?
For this can only be a mirage
But I can’t to help wonder what it can be
Or at least I thought this
And now I must realize that
You are a star and I’m only human
Looking up at the night sky
I smile, with an ache in my heart
For I wish to one day be with that star