Blue

As I sit here loneliness takes over me
Waiting
The feeling of loneliness overtakes my mind my body and I’m fighting please not my soul
But is it true am I really that cold?
Conflicted
Your thoughts of me aren’t my reality
I’m feeling blue
Holding close the thought of feeling better tomorrow
Cringy and out of place
Hoping that I can shake this feeling
This feeling of despair
Will i die alone
I cry out so deep sending vibrations through my body
Hoping that my children didn’t hear me in their sleep
A inch of peace somehow finds me  
It’s like a sunrise on a Sunday morning
Peace
I let go
Letting go of all this volatile energy
That was transferred to me
You tried to imprison me with your sadness
Reckon my mind with your deep heartache
I muttered words
Something like a sacred prayer
A prayer that protects me
You have no power over me
I’m free
I breath and I can taste the bitterness
Escape
For it has no place with in me
I’m free