Don't You Miss Us ?

How is it that your just so ok without talking to someone you called your wife for the past 6 plus years, how is it that you go on so easy when all I been doing is crying tears.

Don't we ever even cross your mind, don't you think about us even at all because we think about you all the time.

Don't you miss the family that we once was, don't you miss all the good times or even the silly things that the baby does.

The silly things she was always doing like pranking us every time we turned around, don't you miss rock hunting with her and all the dang rocks that you two found, do you ever even catch yourself walking at time's and looking to the ground.

What about all the stuff she would put in our shoe's, or how when we picked her up from school she'd start telling us all the school news.

Don't you miss the toy's that we're all around the house, or the way she would sneak in and out of our room quiet as a mouse.

Don't you miss the crumbs in the bed from her midnight snack, or the way the three of us all stuffed in our bed as I'm having a breathing attack.

Squished and smashed between the two of you, Don't you see we miss the hell out of you, because I sure wish that you knew.

Is there anytime in your days that you come across something that reminds you of us, because you fill my thoughts and I just want to talk it's almost like a must.

I wish I knew what went through your mind because I can't seem to let go without some kind of closer, I guess I just need to know this is real and that you really do want it over.

Cause I'm still so confused at how you can go on just like that and not look back even once, how do you stop all communication and just move on in 4 months.

It makes me wonder if you ever even loved us at all, because I think if you really did then you would have tried to call.

You promised me forever and you swore you would never abandoned me, I know things got bad there in the end but our love for each other should have reminded you why there was even a we, remember all the good times we can get that all back if you'd just let your heart see, and if you would just let our love be.

The baby and I just want to go home, she don't understand why we can't just call you on the phone.

She's not the same little kid that she used to be, she has shut down inside and it's all because she no longer feels that comfort and safety of being at home with you and me, our once so happy little family.
                    DON'T YOU MISS US?

By Celina Kaminsky,
10.23.2023
For you know who you are.