Last words

I wanted you to know I died,
By my grave , will you sit a while beside ?
I loved the way you were my favourite person,
I always loved the way you used to listen,
Cause you woke up when i couldn't sleep,
You just couldn't watch me weep,
You guided me through right and wrong,
You stood up for me when jerks made me frown,
We were not lovers but meant to be,
You made me all comfy,
Please lay down your selected black roses,
Don't do anything that involves doses,
I'm sorry to put you in this place,
Whatever we had was a great chase,
You told me stuff you tell to no one,
But looks like my turn is done,
Thanks for everything you did,
You act all mature, but at heart your a kid,
Hope you'll be okay, even if I'm not missed,
You kept me safe , your hand on my wrist,
I promised I'd make it to your wedding day,
I wouldn't even care you later turned gay,
I wish someone treats you right,
Be on a call while your upset at night,
Take my responsibilities and make it theirs,
Make a way through life's maze,
I'm so sorry I am not here now,
So remember all the moments that made you go 'wow',
Now that your grown-up , you'll learn to fend,
Good bye my dearest best friend.