BPD



The BPD mind
It's crazy inside,
 It tears me apart
It breaks my whole mind,
Lashing out daily
 The fast way To ten
Posting my feelings
Called crazy instead,
My BPD mind
I cry all the time
It gets put in  my head
From seconds on end,
Self-inflicted cuts and
Burns,  
Trapped in my head
Through every turn,
Screaming my thoughts,
Pushed you away
Hating myself more
Everyday,    
I'm scared that you'll leave
In the end,
That's when I start
To bend,
The word control
it starts to pull,
I hit my head
And wish I were dead,
I hold onto trauma
I always seem bonded,
My cries for help are always unheard,
It's hard to listen to  all of my words,
I curl up and keep quiet inside,
Instead,
That's what happens in
My BPD mind.
 



 

About this poem

My poem BPD is about a very detrimental personality disorder known as Borderline, And I wrote this poem talking about my day-to-day struggles and experiences with this mental illness.

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Written on November 09, 2023

Submitted by amyb1753 on October 16, 2024

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Amy Banks

 · 2003 · Boise

My childhood growing up wasn't the greatest, I grew up with a lot of background trauma and it only progressed as I got older being in abusive relationships. I grew up in Boise Idaho, both my parents had separated when I was two, and I was always in different schools till maybe about third grade then I stuck to one until I started Junior High then I got kicked out a bunch and I've been through alternative schools since I am now twenty with three beautiful children two boys one girl, I aspire to be a mental health therapist for young kids and a very talented writer, Ive had a passion for writing since I was thirteen years old and I still do. more…

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