Unspoken love

How love can hurt that bad
When even I’m mad I’m thinking I’ll go back
Why to hurt your heart like the sharpest knife
When u will never be his wife
How can is possible to love that strong
That last power drop inside u was times away

Looking like a fool
Feeling inside soul is strange
I dont want to cancel this range
Better to die
Then love the day without you by my side the hurt inside the pain all over my soul
falling apart

I tried
I denied
I cried
I lied
I make decision to leave and move on
But u will always be there ….

Acros the seas
across the oceans
I’ll look in the sea and still feel hopeless
Your eyes are in every sight of man
Can’t compare yours to them

They look scared
Feelings cold as the ice
I didn’t stand no more compromise
No other girl will love u like I’m
Scared to be ashamed was stronger

Words what will be said
Never been shared
Mouth was full of love
Heart was flattering

My eyes full of tears
Lying next to you saying other things
My heart never spoke  just the hopeless mind

Forever ashamed I was scared when we had time
Now the times are far away
Moving forward and I’m not scared

Still hear that laugh still feel that touch
Not psychically but inside our souls what we had

We Never need to talk
Our sights just says it all
When my heart scream at yours
I don’t wanna belong to u anymore

In chains full of blood
Blood in tears hot as deepest hell rot

Rotted and buried inside my soul
Can’t say it all I’ll look like fool
Now I understand point of the life

Better to live like this than faking my feelings into someone’s else’s soul rot

Last drop falled
Last call hanged by me
No more crying
My heart is empty
Does it disappear

The last words what u will hear is
I always loved you but pride inside me was stronger then highest mountain of Mount Everest in my heart and my fear

I can fight with tigers and bears
But saying these three words
I just can’t ….

In another life at another place  
Time is ticking I’ll wait till we both in casket
Waiting for our souls to develop inside gods hands again

To feel right without pain sprained thru your hair
thru your fear
thru your heart

Breathe in again the life what was taken from me at the year last digits was 22 and I was so young

Greatest from that all was just this tho
I loved
I cared
And I still stand the every pain who was like bullet shot thru the rain inside my pain less body and fame goes away

Hug and kiss
My last wish
Look in your eyes
Then scattered into ocean
My ashes of my last will …..