Unenamored

Upon the seas to see in the distance,
A telescope to find in restless intent,
Seeking a land of unknown origin,
Only I cannot tis' non-existent,
So in shores I follow the waves empowered,
The slow crashing sound of another journey enamored,
Solo in a silence venture of another failure sought,
In doubt to continue where I am in ought,
Oh dear Zeus why such cruelty in striking me with lightning,
A spark of cupid enamored with no serenade in binding,
Even to thy  Queen Hera sits enamored,
How does a man still exist with amorous evaded,
Shrines upon the Gods that worship so,
A lonely man unsure where the future path will lead to follow.