Sorry

Thought I could give you everything I had
But I found it hard to realize instead
That it's not as easy as saying kind word
And that after all I could have been hurt

But should I stop now? It's too late I guess
Even I don't know how did I get in this mess
Maybe it's pureness or I naively believed
That you won't ever leave if I just plead

I lost in this one , but I've got no regrets
I heard complaining and even some threats
But it was my choice of living like that
Sorry for not giving everything I had