tell him my request

all i want for new years  is for him to love me the way  i love him.
my feelings are real and the only way i could express it is through tears.
weep through the nights in silence
with insecure mind
hoping he  wont  find another girl that'll be better than me.

my heart is filled with fears
the heart cant be messed with.
my heart is weak and is breakable
i mean i cry a river whenever my heart bleeds.
i loved him
if only i could have him

he lives in me
i think about him every second of the minute
i wonder if he does the same