Emotional Roller Coaster

It's been a year and a half since you passed away,
We miss you more each and every day,
My mom and I always talk about you,
Like all the good things that you used to do,
The good, the bad, the worst, and the better,
The way I feel man, it's just like the weather,
One day I'm fine, the next I'm not,
One day Im smiling, the next I'm crying,
The feelings I feel I wish were lying,
Sometimes I feel like I'm in the sky flying,
Sometimes I feel like I'm on cloud nine,
Leaving these emotions, memories, and world behind,
Some days I feel like I don't know what to do,
Some days I wish I weren't so blue,
My friends are still there by my side,
Telling me that it's not good to hide,
It's not good to keep my feelings deep inside,
They say it's better if Ii let them come out,
Most of the time I will just scream and shout,
You don't know how much we actually miss you,
No other lady will ever fill your shoes,
The family and I have so many memories,
I wish life didn't have to end like this,
Not for me and not for you….