Eyes closed, trapped in a bliss, where it all seems so fit for me, where I'm finally happy again.
I start to feel the warmth shine across my face, slowly peeking through my window.
The rays almost as soothing as the comfort I felt when you were near.
But then it gets so bright, lights blinding, sharp like a thousand needles…
Relaxation, gone. Security, gone.
I wake and I realize it's another day with the sun at its peak.
I realize it's just another day that's gonna pass by without you, here.
Another night that I will see you in my dreams.
Only to hope that you being gone would be undone, untrue.
Staring blankly at your pictures, just wanting to hear your voice again.
I speak to you when I look at the skies,
whenever I am lost,
wishing you could make the hurt go away.
Through all the dysfunction, I still turn to you for guidance.
I'm sorry I couldn't sing for you when they asked me to.
I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye when you left.
I love you… & I'm sorry I never chose to say it sooner.
In loving memory – KR