You know sometimes I just want to dream. I want to be back in the world of clouds, a world of what ifs, a world where She is. Its comfortable, I feel much safer. I can't be ruled over, I'm free to live freely. Just me and Her, she keeps me sane but She drives me into a spiral. I hold her close, tell Her how much I love Her, how much I miss Her when I'm gone. I can feel when its coming to a close, I just want to stay longer. It's the pulling feeling towards the light, you become tight but the numbness starts to fade. I look into Her eyes, I tell Her to come find me. Don't leave me lost. Alone and cold, covered in tears mine and Hers. Reality drags me back, kicking and screaming into the light of day. Even through the blackout curtains, the light reaches for me. I used to be afraid of the dark, but now I am afraid of the light. But that is the balance, we cannot have one without the other. We cannot have dreams without the balance of nightmares. Reality is my nightmare, let me dream forever. Give me back my daughter.
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