Do you love me or do you live me not

Do you like me,
Or do you like me not?
We’re in a relationship,
But it seems like an awkward friendship,
I know you care,
But I can’t see through,
Your ember  eyes.
Tell me you love me
But I’m confused,
Where’s the proof,
Or evidence to back this up.
Maybe I’m crazy or
Maybe I’m right.
But my brain swirls
In a thousands emotions
Of pain,
But I still put a smile on.
You don’t spend much time with me,
But you text me lots,
Your always looking at me,
But is it all in mind?
Is there no connection
And is it just dead?
I feel like there is,
Some spark,
But I can’t see through,
My dark brown chocolate eyes.
I through my whole heart out there,
To whoever the f*ck wants in it,
But what do you I get in return?
Hatred,
Jealousy,
Sadness.
My heart strains,
Like it’s freezing in pain,
So tell me,
Do you like me?
Or like me not
I understand you want be with your friends,
But you can’t put a time for me on my calendar?
It seems like I’m chore,
Something you check off your list,
And never check again.
So tell me,
Do you love me,
Or do you love me not?
I need to know,
My heart has been thrashed,
Dumped,
Destroyed,
Trashed,
And is on its last life,
About  to shut,
And never face the world again.
Should I continue this parade of hell and confusion,
Or should I give up and let it all go?
I need to know,
Do you love me or do you love me not?