Fumbled

You dropped my heart and fumbled me
Crushed my soul and hurt me emotionally.
Turned my emotions and hurt around on me
I'm the bad guy the one you like to blame amongst many women apparently were all the same.
You have many demons beneath that skin
Hard to recognize which one you're in.
The demon that's Casanova with hurt eyes and devil on your shoulder.
Or the Evil himself with not a rock but a boulder
for when things get rough to shatter hearts and make women colder..
I felt safety in those arms and eyes at one point in time.
That the love that was committed turned easily into a crime.
it's  an obsession with you and the love you gave.
 quickly turned into hurt and rage..
Confusion at touch of your lips I was hypnotized by your love that still lingers.
Struck with the awe of your beauty the handsomeness of your face the strength in your body the tone of your voice and your natural scent.

It's a Deadly vicious cycle..I'm trying to repent.I wanted healthy I wanted truth..I want loyalty I only wanted you..